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Now okay so after that or exams started we didnt talked and on 19 march 2020 our last exam of sst was scheduled but covid started everything cancelled and shut lockdown started got locked in house no contact nothing for 8 months i was in house no contact to outside world online class online assignement everything knew my brain messed up like really messed up i dont know what happened i started going late to sleep used to stay unhappy stopped smiling always used to sit alone in one corner of house didnt talked much to my parents even my parents started asking what happened you dont even have time to us my studies got afected i didnt focused i dont blame this on anyone Its my fault i didnt studied in october 2020 the offline school resumed

I am cold hearted I have no emotions for anyone except my family I have agony inside me anger in worst way possible i do everyhting alone project assogn,ent presentation never get involved in any group activity all i do is

i HAVE NO schedulei sleep 3–4 hours no fixed tuiming i eat i study go to classes no friends no one to talk call parents 2–3 times everyweek to say yeah everyhting is fine ntohign to worry about i come at night look at what i have become what i am doing and i punch myself and I sleep

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“ DAKSH has became the worst person anyone vcan possibly become on earth the worst eperson anyone can imagine , he called me character lless he went to people and said that she is characterless and he didnt stopped there she tried contacting me and asked to stop all this but i didnt stopped i shamelessly went to people called he characterless , i AM WORST POSSIBLE HUMAN and no one should come to me and try to contact me

“ they both werre childhood friends and really good friends in 9th people started teasing them and stopped talking but i think daksh liked her “

With starting of schooll i came with a hope i was like yeah now i will cclear everything up like yes i will i wont loose my childhood friend so yeah i didnt see her in school fpor a long time but yeah she started coming i used to see sit her in front with her friends included sona whom i consider my sister now also but we dont talk anymore not after 10th , so yeah she started coming we were in 10th class covid was still strong she used to sit in front and me on back i used to look at myself what i have become

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I struggled in 11th i developed insomnia stayed awake at night ahh i mean the suffering is not definable i used to ask my friends yaar what happened in 9th i did nothing wrong still why me why us why our friendship why the hell they used to say move on daksh you are getiign way to emotional you wasted your 10th dont repeat it again okay so 11th passed ggood i recovered

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So yeah i had many friends but I had one child hood friend she was a female,we were together from childhood , we played together even our home was like in each other neighbour .We played together talked together good times good memories I was doing good in all areas sports academics co curricular was assembly captain in class 6th and 7th and cca vice captain in class 8th I used to feel good with all these achievements ,but little did I know these will come with things which will cause me a lot of pain in future.

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Rumours started and this is going to be a confusing part cause even I took years , In boys group the rumours were that she (my childhood friend) likes me and in girls rumours started that I like her and it was shocking way to shocking I dont know I was foolish I didnt even tried to sort it out with her didnt even talked to her about this that whats going on I was in a state I cannot describe cause I saw her as my childhood friend and nothing else she had a special place thats why I was a bit angry had how all this liking stuff and all that , people used to tease and one day they were like hey she wants to say something she wants to say something i ignored and yelled .

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in april i messgae her on tele and through my connections i tried to convince sona that please ask her to atleast talk to me once she said she cant talk on tele she will talk in school next day it was half day i waited outside school she came with her friend group i approched her i felt she as a uncomfortable or scared i talk i told they were rumours in 9th it had nothing to do with me can we become friends again it was 2 minutes convo then we shook hands i was happy i said to her can you please say thank you to sona . That was a happy day i though everything sorted life will be back on track but wait

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As of today I am a second year physics student in noida , I hate the person i have become i feel nothing no love nothing except anger

get 3–4 hours of sleep a day no fixed routine i study stay alone in room all night no person to talk no person to share no perosn to love i stay in that dark room all day all month i study attend class go to gym stduy come at night lie overthingking old stuff tears of anger in my eyes 1st year passed i am currentl in 3rd semester doing physics

She is right i became the worst person I am coldhearted a person with zero emotion drained of love filled with anger but yeah why would i spread rumours about my own childhood friends what will i get? and going to people seriously ? she didnt tried once to come to me and she is saying she contacted me to stop that the hell what she knows of my pain what i suffered i my self respect fdropped and what not and after 5 years i got to know this .

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I stopped talking to her , she stopped talking to me we parted our ways she went to her group i into mine but little i knew that betrayers were the people who were in my group whom I trusted.So yeah till the end of 9th we didnt even talked and what i remember of my faded memory some days ago before ending of session 2019–2020 our 9th class We had our last period and bell rang everyone packed there bags and we started leaving now that day i dont know i wanted to talk to her so like yeah we had a common classmate whom I considered like my sister lets call her sona for this story, so yeah 2–3 of us were talking and i was talking weirdly i dont know i just wanted to talk to her so yeah i sona and one more were talking she came my mind messed up i didnt said anything to her all i said was yeah she is a good girl stay together she is a good friend and blah blah what not it was messed up .

Okay so I was a bright student from start ,lot used to say I will do great I have a lot of potential and all after getting into senior school from 6th class I was actively engaged in Extra curricular activities and mostly all people in the school knew me .

There are series of incident I dont know what you all will think.Its been years but i havent been able to get these things out of my mind ,In order to get rid of these I am writing here its getting painfull now .

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I was in pain agony shattered i though she might have her problem thats why she might be doing so yeah i decided lets move on focus on 11th and 12th i made promise yes i will crack iit advance i will secure air 1 i will do this i will do that fucking bullshit My mind was corrupted i wasnt that challenging hardworking potential person i was in 8th i was i looser

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a obese a depressed a looser a downfalled guy fall away from peak who loosed everything at that point going through his teenage with all ssort of changes who in 9th scored 93% scored 47% in 10th class half yearly yes that was the looser i became october passed by november passed by december jan feb i didnt had courage to talk to hher in march we had an ncc trip we were to go to a ncc camp in bulandshahr okay so i though i will talk to her now but in that also i didnt get any chance march passed now this ……ahhhhhhhhh

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And i motherfucking emotional fool bastard son of a bitch shattered all there hardwork trust and beleive i scored so bad in board cant even tell my father didnt said a work even after such a result he got me admissioned in the stream i wanted in the college i wanted and then i promised to myself not again

12th camei was mrore confident and recovering but i think there were some sins commited by me in my prvious life the worst thing happened in 12th too me the betrayal soeone commited to me a person who used me cheated on me made me suffer in the worst way possible (no it was not my childhood friends ) a person who made me from a good ,emotional caring boy to a man drained of his emotions , a coldhearted person , a person with agony anger inside me so filled i suffered for that 1 mistake a mistake of not having control over my emotions and saying yes for 2 years and it had a life long impact but i wont talk about this 12th incident here i think i have to go through it alone its a seperate thing but yeah in 12th rumours also spread but different and i will tell later

so yeah people stay alone enjoy your life dont get too attached to anyone if you are a middle class boy its gonna end in pain only no mattyer how much a girl promise you she will leave you no one stays permanent okay .

Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

and then you know what i person messaged me on insta she was old friend of me and my childhood friend and after some talking altough she didnt revealed who told her but she told me what my childhood friend thinks about me read it carefully

nxt day news came of cancellation of board exam so i sended a pdf of it to her on whatsapp to my surprise she blocked me okay so yup nothing at night i though about it had tears in my brain not even in my eyes next day went to school she ignored me again and again cant describe it

In university which is in noida, I didnt made a single friend i stay away from every girl and bulshit i focus on myself i have become the person i never wanted to become and i hate it

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Now that was one of the biggest mistake in my life I didnt cleared this up with her didnt talked to her now the thing is girls are pretty sensitive with this rumours stuff because you know how society is no one is gonna blame the boy itis mostly the girl who suffers and boys are not that much affected .I always though that she stopped talking because she didnt wanted to suffer becaue of these rumours as we live in a colony and talks spread fast.

and i was like , I liked her ? I admired her always as my childhood friedn cared for her in that way only othing else but in vain this attempt of getting back to her also failled in 12th because to not learning from past and being an emotional fool i went though a lot will not talk about it but its impact was i was deemed wrong even when i did nothing wrong tthe person here cheated me lied to me betrayed me made me suffer in worse way possible and in end when she was exposed her deeds were exposed instead of accepting er mistake she spread humours about me ( THis iwas not my childhood friend but some other girl in 12th ) so i ruined my 12th also my parents shattered so much hope from me

Many teachers liked me i had a good respect for me among peoples ,I was given opportunites but some people werent feeling good with this it come out to be some of my male friends I dont know whether it was jealousy or what but slowly and slowly they started parting there ways and used to find ways to show me down,I ignored it in 8th nothing much.

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Class 9th started investiture ceremony selections begin I was appointed the CCA Captain of my house and then I was selected for the school football team also ,but a gamme started which I couldnt understand and got trapped .

so in 12th someone gave me hope i should try to find out reason why my childhood friend behaved that way and a person helped he contact one of her friend and got to know the follwing

He dont care about anyone he only runs after girls anyone he could find to get a gf and everyone should stay away from me ‘

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This was what my childhood friend thought about me i suffered for 5 fucking yearsthinking my childhood friend wasnt wrong it was the people who spread rumours she was just a victim tring to protedct her and her image i understanf how girls are blamed i though this for 5 years and then i got to know what she thinks and now nothing